Move on is not an easy thing to do.

"Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together."

I'm trying so hard to make all the things better
And yeah, I'm hurting myself now.

I'm laying here all alone.People are passing by,they looked at me, they talked about me with their friends, but no one helped me, or at least asked "are you okay?".They don't really care.

I'm feeling so much pain now.
The memories come, they're entering the deepest side of my heart.They used to be there.The place where i kept all the things about you.I still remember that photo with your big smile on it and a piece of old paper with your hand writings on it.There were so many beautiful flowers that bloomed every time you were near,they made the room colorful and full of happiness .And yeah, they could hear our favorite song being played again and again.

Now,it's dusty and old here.I'm sorry i cant keep those beautiful flowers, or that photo, i even stopped the song so i wont hear it again. It's not that i don't want to remember all the things about you,I just cant move forward by looking backwards.
But i cant stand it, the pain is just too real, I'm tired of pretending, I'm tired of lying to myself that nothing's ever happened between us.

I loved Us.
It was just so perfect.

Oh dear,
I wonder if you know how it feels to be me.
I'm having a war inside myself.I want to forget you and move on, but on the other side :I know that I'm lying to myself, I'm pretending to forget those memories, but in fact I cant, i just cant let go of those perfect memories.
But it seems like you don't care, you were moving on after that goodbye, while I was still hurting myself because of the flashbacks.

It hurts dear, it really hurts.